Emotions will not fade no matter how hard you might try to push them under the rug. Something is way off balance, but you don’t really see your share of responsibility in the matter, and turned to others for assistance, you could lose a grip with what you can do yourself. Spend some time alone to understand your own next move. To fight for things that you don’t want to lose, you will need a strong weapon and some smaller tools of care and devotion. Give love to be loved in return.