Da Vinci used to buy birds at the market only to set them free. You don’t want to make any more compromises and some of your beliefs are in need of special treatment and healing. Don’t be too rough on yourself, trying to embrace realities that don’t feel right to your heart. What you are “too sensitive” to handle is probably something that you should find the strength to avoid. True weakness isn’t hidden in sensitivity, but in ignoring its importance in one’s life.