Time will tell, that is true, but this doesn’t mean that you should forget about initiative and simply wait for things in your life to happen. Start a new project and push yourself through, into waters that feel right and among people that don’t have much dilemma about their choices in life. Be careful and write things down or you might forget them easily. It is expected from you to act in certain ways. This is making you feel like a walking circus. Bend and distort your primal picture until you see the one that fits.